Finally figured out what is going on. Feeling so stupid about it. It is always this way. It is just something so simple, something that requires careful thinking, while I was simply blinded by it. The phone call from a friend actually depressed me. Don't even want to finish this blogging.
On-lookers can always have a clear mind of what is right and what is wrong. I know I will simply laugh at others if the same thing happened to others. Anger control is what I need. I probably is just as bad as other and as greedy as the most. Feeling a bit guilty about the attitude to the in-laws. How far am I from good or how far am I from mean?
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Depressed
Wandering aimlessly, but always kept busy. No life, no career, no happiness. Why? Maybe just a bad day... Feeling so fragile, doing routine everyday with the unsecured feeling haunting me all the time. If I push myself a bit harder things might look better? or worse? Maybe what's needed is to relax instead of to push? Tiring myself out but without results, failure becomes the word writing cross my life. So pathetic. Well, tomorrow will be a better day.
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